My self destructive mind The ugly side of you and i It's building up inside It's driving me far Shotgun to the heart Their taste stuck inside your mouth The kiss i held so dear It wasn't mine In too deep Can't hold strong I cursed your name outloud I loved you all along I cursed your name outloud I loved you all along Nowadays my pride Has gained a whole new meaning You had to let it go, so you could breathe Shotgun to the heart You're all i've known of everything God, if you leave you'll take the best of me