Gathered my ghosts
And all my secrets
Buried them deep as china
Bought me an easy
Plastic jesus
And smothered my old
Messiah

And all this halfway is killing me baby
All this halfway is killing us baby
And you still won't meet me
Half way

What do you hold hostage?
What do you hold hostage?

Bulletproof dress
And sunken armor
Ready to take the monsters
What makes us choose the
Things that keep us
Broken and lost and
Haunted

All this nothing means everything baby
All this nothing means everything baby
We beat ourselves up over
Nothing

What do you hold hostage?
What do you hold hostage?

It's on me now
It's got me down
For now

What do you hold hostage?
What do you hold hostage?
It takes me down