I don't think it will ever end Hey guys Do you wanna, do you wanna hear something funny? (Yeah) So uh, I find myself in these cycles like a figure of eight And it goes like this I get sad (he gets sad) And uh, I hide myself away for a bit which is, which is fine But then in hiding myself I feel silly (he feels silly) And um, responsively I start forcing myself to go out and interact with people again Then in doing so, uh, I feel sad (he feels sad) Which is not a good feeling when you're supposedly in a good phase So as almost a self-sabotage, if you will, uh I get silly (he gets silly) And thеn uh, um, I don't know I'll write something elsе