It's too awful

Bitch, I been keeping it low-key
Leave me 'lone, don't bother me
You call me and I let it ring
You wasn't with me when I was nothing, don't pretend like you know me
Think again, I'm never coming back, no way
Let me put kerosene all on my past and let it all go up in flames
Bitch, I be low-key
Leave me 'lone, don't bother me
You call me and I let it ring
You wasn't with me when I was nothing, don't pretend like you know me
Think again, I'm never coming back, no way
Let me put kerosene all on my past and let it all go up in flames

I feel like giving up, giving up, yeah
Drop out of life and I'm done, aye
Every day blend in to one
I don't remember the feel of the Sun on my face, I keep waking up, waking up, yeah
Fuck everything and I'm gone
I got some blood on my Grandma floor
But it was a new knife and a new girl
Take, a look in the mirror and remember me, see that cut on your shoulder and think
I am the one that fucked you up on a spiritual level, remember to breathe
You came and cried and then came and then cried again, I was the knight at your feet
Take everything and then rip it apart at the seams
Now I'm falling in a rabbit hole, rabbit hole, aye
Someone gonna find me or not? Yah
Is someone gonna find me alive?
I keep on falling, am I gonna die?
Keeping my head on a swivel, I'm
Watching my back 'cause I know
All those that hate are so miserable
Trying to take everything that I own

Bitch, I been keeping it low-key
Leave me 'lone, don't bother me
You call me and I let it ring
You wasn't with me when I was nothing, don't pretend like you know me
Think again, I'm never coming back, no way
Let me put kerosene all on my past and let it all go up in flames
Keeping it low-key
Leave me 'lone, don't bother me
You call me and I let it ring
You wasn't with me when I was nothing, don't pretend like you know me
Think again, I'm never coming back, no way
Kerosene all on my past and let it all go up in flames