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[Verse 1]
Em
Maybe it's the way I was born and raised

Cut off my emotion to survive my days
Am
Now I see people as a way to get by

All I gotta do is find the truth in my lies

Em
Five months later, you're still around
Bm
You should be embarrassed by the way I let you down
Am
Making excuses for you and not me
Em
Blame it on yourself cuz you're too afraid to leave

Em
You keep saying that you're needing me
Bm
See me for the man that you swear I'll be
Am
But you ain't gonna know me the way I do
Bm
I'd never give it up on a life for two


[Chorus]
Am
Gun to my head and you know you can't help me
Bm
Another in my bed and you know you can't help me
Am
Took another hit and you know you can't help me
Bm
Just go, yeah, just go
Am
I don't understand why you're so forgiving
Bm
Caught me red-handed but you still won't listen
Am
You know what I told you since the day we started
Bm
   I'll always be "honest"


[Verse 2]
Em
The cops are at your door and they ask you where I am
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You paint a puzzled face and you lie for me again
Am
Risking your life like you do a hundred times
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Eventually you're gonna take the fall for my crimes


N.C.
Slam the door and look me in the eye
Bm
Screaming this is gonna be the last time
Am
You're tired of me taking advantage
     Bm
So I cry and you pay for the damage


[Chorus]
Am
Gun to my head and you know you can't help me
Bm
Another in my bed and you know you can't help me
Am
Took another hit and you know you can't help me
Bm
Just go, yeah, just go
Am
I don't understand why you're so forgiving
Bm
Caught me red-handed but you still won't listen
Am
You know what I told you since the day we started
Bm
   I'll always be "honest"


[Bridge]
Em
When it gets heavy you break down and say
Bm
Why are you heartless who made you this way?
A
I stare at you vacantly right through your face
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I draw a blank
Bm
I-I-I draw a blank
Em
Throwing my shit cuz you don't understand
Bm
The reasons behind why I am who I am
A
You beg for the answer we know I don't have
Bm
I draw a blank
Bm
I-I-I draw a blank


[Chorus]
Am
Gun to my head and you know you can't help me
Bm
Another in my bed and you know you can't help me
Am
Took another hit and you know you can't help me
Bm
Just go, yeah, just go
Am
I don't understand why you're so forgiving
Bm
Caught me red-handed but you still won't listen
Am
You know what I told you since the day we started
Bm
   I'll always be "honest"

Em
I have betrayed you
Em
I have betrayed you
Bm
Please don't forgive me I'll do it again
Am
I have betrayed you
Am
I have betrayed you
Bm
I'll always be "honest"

Em
I have betrayed you
Em
I have betrayed you
Bm
Please don't forgive me I'll do it again
Am
I have betrayed you
Am
I have betrayed you
Bm
I'll always be "honest"